Just now click wrongly on shenny status~ now feel regrade~~ sorry~
Because at that moment i think what shenny say is correct de.......
Start a happy life~ Forgot all about that person.....everything....
sorry darling, for making you worry...........
Because me suddenly offline......
at that moment really not ok......
dunno how to reply you all...
really dunno....
then i just offline, go to sleep....
At the bed,dunno why? i am very not ok!! cry...ing...again...again....
me already say my heart very weak !!!!
why tell me all this??
at that time really cannot accept...
haiz.....
see wrong people le....
This make me think back all the bad memory....
especially when you all say outlooking person....
all the bad memory come back in my brain....
paksa me face all the reality....
that memory is my nightmare....
make me cannot sleep well whole night....
what can i do?
nothing.....do nothing.....cannot change anything....
that bad memory keep remind me ....
can someone tell me, izzit appearance very important??
ya, maybe....
all boy like see pretty girl, all girl like to see handsome boy....
this is reality....haha
darling call me forgot....
i agree....forgot...
no need think too much...
he really not good....
actually, he no do something that make me still need remember him....
Haiz....
but something is cannot forgot ....
i still remember that person name who make this nightmare to me...
i already use 5 years to forgot that bad memory....
but now still remain inside my heart...my brain....
cannot forget....
eye fill with many water....
pain come out from heart.....
Lol.....
become crazy le....
darling ask why me now still scare your brother....
i dunno....
really dunno....
maybe he is the person that make me think back that bad memory....
so now very scare him....haha
i know sometime he was just kidding with me....
but dunno why ? also feel afraid ....
really wan thanks momo....
just realise the reality... what type of that person...
now really can forgot that person le....
From now really need start to become stronger ....
dun wan hurt by anyone... anymore...
wan to become a happy snow fish....
keep telling myself, start a new happy life....
with my lovely family , and my friend....
