Water day

THe trip with AAC 9 very memorable and it make me never forget the incident on the water. I feel so shame after I cry, all them saw me crying.... So embarrassing....First try on these call banana ride. Its really horrible, maybe is dunno swimming, it make people easy get hurt. One of the friend ah mi get hurt. And me, because of the sudden drop in the water, I keep drinking water, and nose keep go in water, I keep sink in the water, feel very suffer, suddenly got people pull me up. I feel very scared. And just keep crying.Oh my god, Thinking back also feel uncomfortable. First time having bbq with them. The feeling is tired.... My hand want broken....and really very hot. Keep face the hot air.... Its very hard to mention the feeling, first time join AAC 9 group to play so extremely sport activity. And i need to mention, all the activity was on the water. For me, I really dunno swimming. Feel very scared and nervous. But it also a nice experience for me to try all these. Since maybe will need to wait long time only can meet all of them. All member will have their own lifestyle, some of them need to back hometown, and some already need to start their working life.... Actually I feel very worry about my future path. and him also. Seem like everyone already have their own future planning, but both of us still like no direction, still like kid... Both of us stay so far, will it be a challenge for me? I feel very uncomfortable.... Gambate ba, pls dun so easy cry...