need a happy snow fish life

Just now click wrongly on shenny status~ now feel regrade~~ sorry~
Because at that moment i think what shenny say is correct de.......
Start a happy life~ Forgot all about that person.....everything....
sorry darling, for making you worry...........
Because me suddenly offline......
at that moment really not ok......
dunno how to reply you all...
really dunno....
then i just offline, go to sleep....

At the bed,dunno why? i am very not ok!! cry...ing...again...again....
me already say my heart very weak !!!!
why tell me all this??
at that time really cannot accept...
haiz.....
see wrong people le....

This make me think back all the bad memory....
especially when you all say outlooking person....
all the bad memory come back in my brain....
paksa me face all the reality....
that memory is my nightmare....
make me cannot sleep well whole night....
what can i do?
nothing.....do nothing.....cannot change anything....
that bad memory keep remind me ....
can someone tell me, izzit appearance very important??
ya, maybe....
all boy like see pretty girl, all girl like to see handsome boy....
this is reality....haha

darling call me forgot....
i agree....forgot...
no need think too much...
he really not good....
actually, he no do something that make me still need remember him....

Haiz....
but something is cannot forgot ....
i still remember that person name who make this nightmare to me...
i already use 5 years to forgot that bad memory....
but now still remain inside my heart...my brain....
cannot forget....
eye fill with many water....
pain come out from heart.....
Lol.....
become crazy le....

darling ask why me now still scare your brother....
i dunno....
really dunno....
maybe he is the person that make me think back that bad memory....
so now very scare him....haha
i know sometime he was just kidding with me....
but dunno why ? also feel afraid ....

really wan thanks momo....
just realise the reality... what type of that person...
now really can forgot that person le....
From now really need start to become stronger ....
dun wan hurt by anyone... anymore...
wan to become a happy snow fish....

keep telling myself, start a new happy life....
with my lovely family , and my friend....

对的时间 ，对的人

常听到别人说"对的时间遇到对的人"。时间真的那么重吗?

哈哈。。我觉得应该是吧。
电影<穿越时空的情书> 所描述的就是时间和命运之间巧妙的际遇，对的人 ，错得时间不行；
错得人 ，对的时间也不行，对的人，对的时间，要看你够不够幸运了
哈哈! 好复杂哦! 那何谓对错呢? 好像只有自己能下定论 。。。

而且有时候‘对的’也有可能因为时间的变化而成为‘错得’，至于时间就更无法控制了，
哈哈，那么要怎么征服时间这难题呢? 我想 答案是:耐心

电影中的男女主角没有其他的方法，只有耐心得等待，等时间的过去，等那个人的出现，
或许有那么的一天。。。。

哈哈， 如果你幸运的话等待将换的对的人出现在对的时间。。。
Really hope i am that lucky person.....


最近看过一篇文章，
故事是关于一个男生 和一个女生。。
女生习惯保持距离，因为她相信只要不去拥有，就不用承受失去的后果和痛苦。。。
男生试图去追求这个他不承想像会遇见或是会爱上的女生。
最后那个女生还是没有接受他。。。
那个男生心碎，不过在很久以后他重新找到份模的到，看得见，属于他的幸福了。。。
女生如解重负，却不懂自己为什么会有失落感。。。
怎么可能她会痛?
竟然会因为失去了一样自己不曾拥有的东西而感到痛苦?

看完了这个故事，觉得蛮有意识得。。。
同时也觉得有点失落。。。
不懂为什么会这样。。。
哈哈，我在想或许那个女生是因为害怕失去，害怕受伤吧。。。
可是她已经失去和受伤了。。。

tired.....really very tired

很累真的很累, 很讨厌现在的自己......
为什么会这样,为什么偏偏是这个时後......
他不ａｃｃｅｐｔ，会难过, 泪也掉过了, 我能做什么, 我想还是 算了吧.....
这也不重要了, 可是为什么老天爷要这样对我呢?

我不要生病, 我不要发烧....
真的很累真的很辛苦.....从来都没有这么辛苦过...
没有使过发烧发到39度....还是要吃了药才退烧的那个.....我快疯掉.....
终于考了ｍａｒｃｏ，还没出门前量了一下温度, 38.4度.....我该怎么办?
算了....死就死吧...进到考场头脑一片空白....
只觉得自己很想睡觉, 很累, 头很重......
算了, 就写吧了.....想到什么就写什么.....第一次这样, 考完了很想哭.....
如果可以再给我多一点时间就好了, 只少现在不用那么后悔......

我不想吃药, 吃了药就会想睡.....就因为这样我变的没有时间读书.....很讨厌这样的自己....
已经吃了两天的面包, 喝肋两天的牛奶......
很讨厌喝牛奶, 很讨厌那种味道...
可是没有办法, 妈说一定要喝 ,所以也勉强喝了下去....
可是每一次都会去厕所把他呕完出来....因为实在太难喝了!!!!!!!

觉得自己最近很倒霉......不想这样, 很想快点好起来.....
可是病毒赢了我.... 烧退了又起, 起了又退.....
真的不想这样.....
谁可以帮我?
我想只有自己帮自己吧.......

现在对着电脑,觉得眼睛很累......觉的眼前的画面变的很模糊.....
很讨厌啊!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
觉得头脑快要爆炸了.....
ｄｅａｒ说写ｂｌｏｇ可以让心情好过一点....
我觉得是的....
我很不甘心啊!!!!!!!!!为什么要这样对我?????????????????
很不喜欢这种感觉啊!!!!!!!!!!!

算了, 再写结果还是一样......
他还是不会ａｃｃｅｐｔ．．． 我也还在生病.......
想开一点吧.....
加油......只能这样对自己说....

Finally find him^^

终于找到他了，哈哈。。
不懂为什么，看到他那种感觉有回来了。。
现在的心情是开心的，很久没有这种感觉了。。
希望这种感觉一直都在。。。

很久没有写ｂｌｏｇ了，
因为他，有又回那种心情写了。。
考试让我喘不过气来，
很担心也很害怕。。
因为发现自己没有很努力的读书。。
真的很后悔。。
如果时间能够从来一次就好了。。
我会珍惜和他相处的时间，我也会努力读书。。
哈哈。。。
发现自己最近变的很坏，
朋友都说我变坏了。。

不过同时也发现自己原来是不太信任别人的，
不过这也不重要了，因为最后我还是相信他说的话。。
哈哈。。
还记得他说我的生活很平淡，
其实我也觉的是。。
好无聊哦。。
不过我多了一个节目，
那就是和他ｓｍｓ谈天。。
谢谢他和我这无聊又笨的人谈天。。
哈哈。。
好了，无聊又笨蛋的人要去读书了，
我的朋友们加油吧！！！

A za fighting A za

I want to thanks Ah Ming lor, still remember gave me my birthday present....Haha, actually, I like that present...Thanks lor.....
But, at the same time, i also worried littleghost lor....I hope she can forget the unhappy thing.....
I know you already try you best......Gambateh, littleghost!!! And A za fighting A za !!!!! NOT A CHA O !!!! haha....
Now is my turn to worry my presentation.....Haiz, hope I can do my best lor......But I know is not easy....I must tell myself I can d....If can not is ok mah, because I know I got my friend that surpport me!!!!!
After the marcoeconomic coursework, now have IOM coursework.....pening kepala liao~But, I Hope everything will getting better...^^

Everyone can do well on their eng presentation lor~ Me also.....

happy birthday to snow fish

snow fish today very happy....because today got many friend say happy birthday to me....
today got go out with my family...we go to sunway lagoon...Yeah!!^^ i got KFC eat lar and got also go in the small zoo in sunway lagoon park...inside got many animal!!! i still remember got two bear call sun bear fright each other in their home....but my father said they just playing...
haha!!!

after that we also got saw many small bird lor...there have various types bird inside the zoo...especially the bird got blue and white colour one, that one was petty lor....haha....because has blue colour...then, i also got see the smallest hourse in the world...but i think is big already not small....haha!!!

than i got also play the roller coster with my brother...so excited lor...but so many people lor...i already waited for long time ....haha... finaly i got play also lar...haha...
then i want play the 360 degree rotate one ,but after i saw the people play , i got shock already...
i felt scare lor...haha.....i decided don want play that....

today very tired ah!!!!!! but i am happy lor....got fun with my family...
got many friend still remember my birthday...^^
and got present from my friend...
thanks lor little pretty girl and little ghost..
thanks lor ...i very like that video but i don like that picture...haha^^
and thanks for that pretty blue shoes... i very like it ...^^
aligato !!!^^

ｂｌｕｅ ｂｌｕｅ ｄａｙ

今天很累啊, 很想睡....不过今天也很开心, 因为有很多人对我唱生日歌嘛........哈哈!!!!!!!!!!

第一次这么多人对我唱生日歌......

虽然我的生日还没到....

谢谢你们....还有小哇鬼, 谢谢你为我做了那么多.............

不过也很担心我的ｐｒｅｓｅｎｔａｔｉｏｎ ..........我英文超烂的, 要怎样ｐｅｓｅｎｔ啊?

一想到就怕怕.....还有ｃｏｕｒｓｅｗｏｒｋ呢? 我的天啊? 很大压力啊.....

不过我会AH CHA 的!!!!! GAMBATEH!!! 你们也是哦....我想很快会过去的.....

今天真的很蓝, 穿蓝衣,蓝裤,绑蓝色的发带,蓝色的指甲,还有你们送的蓝色的鞋......

好蓝哦...哈哈!!!太好啦!!!

之前不开心的事就让他过去吧....

我还是我, 不关我是笨蛋,傻瓜,白痴,还是呆呆的.....我还是我.....不能改变的性格...

为一能改的只有头发吧..........哈哈....

或许他是好心要告诉我吧了......是时候要改变了....

所以,头发像什么都没关系了......

只要有钱就能够改变啦.....

为什么当时我没想到啊? 我真的是好笨.....唉......

更难听的话都听过了..........

干嘛要为这些小事哭啊? 我真的是大笨蛋啊!!!!!!!!!!!! 所以我不能这么软弱.......一定不能....

小美女和小哇鬼不用担心我啦.....我相信也只有你们两个会看我的BLOG.....

我会看着办的啦....哈哈!! 你们放心好了....XD