Stress

Finally have a new look to this post. Feel like everything also stress, no direction after graduated from college. Keep asking myself whether this is the correct path for me in the future. UK...Need many money... I'm really scare I does not have the ability to graduate from there... It seem very difficult for me, in deep of my heart, just myself know how much ability i have... Study really tired, read back all the account note, suddenly feel very headache. I realized all my study feel disappear. In my mine just thinking of how can I earn as much as money to UK. Already use so much of family money, but until now also not yet earn back to them. Other people say, study more will earn more. But the main problem is I not yet earn. Go to UK need so much money, besides too many thing I need to buy. This is call demand more than supply. Currently keep finding job. I realize got many job available, but I cant feel like want to apply. Maybe I feel no confident toward myself. It seem like I know nothing toward working. Once work everything will change. People scare to change. This include me. I like to remain constant. But in my life, nothing is constant. People keep changing. Recently I cant fall asleep, keep thinking study, family,him and friend. Learn from him, try to pray 'xin jin' everyday. Try to be positive, (but sometime is will feel negative too). Keep looking forward, any unhappy things and bad feeling will go away starting tomorrow. Already four years college life, it was passed so fast, until cant react what should I do in the future. This four years many thing happen... Finally I graduate from advance. It was a tough period Suddenly feel that accountant not suitable to me. To be a teacher more good, have many holiday plus have more free time to play. My bro already get his SPM result. It was fantastic great. 8As I was so shock. How could people that no study so much, keep playing game, also can get so great result. This world is not fair. My mum keep ask me what he should choose to study. Honestly tell, I dunno. What i know is once you decide to choose or do something, you must take all the responsibility on the outcome.

im back

use so long time to find username and password because really long long long long time no post blog le... one of the reason is i dun dare to open and write...and the facebook... cause scare to see...seem like very funny. bt it is real... this is the first time i look at her blog,only know many thing happen... i feel sorry to make you all sad, cause before that i tot that you all dun wan see me, even hate too... therefore, i dun dare to interference... it seem like a dream when v can together again, really... maybe you all dun believe, that night i cant fall asleep... since long time no see and talk... v sure have gaps between us... i dun dare to aspect more... just want to say thank you to you all... i really appreciate the time when v together... hope that v can sing again, go out walk walk,shopping, drink tea... just like before... i will wish you all healthy and happy always... together gambate =)

真挚=真诚

什么是真挚？我查过字典了，意识是真诚。

一直以来，我以为我的问题是没有实现我的承诺，就因为已经答应了，所以我更觉得对不起。
但最近我知道了不是那样的。

再多的解释也就是掩饰， 这句话常听别人说。
我们之间已无信任存在，再多的解释对你而言也只是借口。
真挚的友谊是需要信任才能维持。

你已认定那人是骗子，你觉得你还会相信那人的话吗？
我不需要证明什么，就算全部人都不相信我也没关系，
我知， 天知，地知。

不管面对什么难题，最重要是乐观面对。
我知道那是很难做到的。
但是，是难，不是不可能。
因为想乐观的事情，乐观就会找上我们， 想悲观的事情，坏的事情就会找上我们。

我知道现在的你生活的很开心，
我知道我的存在只会影响你的情绪。
就算我们谈了，也不能回到以前。
我不会打扰你的生活，
人，最重要是乐观和活的开心，身体健康。
所以，你生活开心就好。

真挚的友谊是可贵的， 也是最难得的。所以一定要珍惜。
面对真诚的人是最自然，也是最开心的。

谢谢你告诉我问题在哪里。
对不起令你担心。
谢谢你，还把我当成你在乎的人。
天蝎常常表面上看起来不在乎，其实心里在乎的要命，只不过天蝎也习惯了这样的掩饰。

我们不能改变以前的事，但是我们有能力改变以后的事。
珍惜平常人生，珍惜每一刻。
加油吧。我的朋友们。

不开心？

他说我变开心了，但她变得不开心了。
为什么会这样？
我不知道。

我变开心了是因为我发现，
要珍惜当下所拥有的，
因为我们都不知未来。。
所以能活一天，就觉得很庆幸。
因为生命是很脆弱的，时间过了就不能从来，
所以更要开心去面对现在过的每一天。
这样想，就觉得好过一些了吧。

我不知道她发生的事情，不知道为什么她不开心，
我真的有做错什么而让她不开心的吗？
你可以告诉我吗？

刚刚在facebook,看到了她post的东西，
她淋雨了，我不知道她没扇，不然我一定会遮她 。
同时也觉得内疚， 我不是那个让她开怀大笑的朋友。

我觉得我们很少说话了，
从我接受他那一天开始。
是我多想了吗？
我不懂。
或许是你不想我担心，才不跟我说，
但是看到你这样，我会不担心吗？

之从被打劫的那一天开始，
我就看开了，
那时心里真的很感谢老天爷，
只让我受了轻伤，
没把我带走，
这让我更珍惜现在跟家人，跟朋友一起的时间。

我希望明天的你是开心的，
我可以要回开朗的她吗?

命运？

我想是命运注定了我遇见你，
那命运会注定我跟你分开吗？
当听完你说，
我一直在思考着，
我很怕，
你师傅所说的真的会发生吗？
当时真的很不安，
脑袋在想我可以做些什么？

谢谢你告诉我，真的，
让我知道，
我也知道我很坏，
没有像你那样，
把所有事情都告诉你，
对不起。

或许是因为这样，我才那么的相信你吧，
让我相信了你一定能做到，
就因为相信，
让我觉得没那么不安了。

考试要到了，
真的有压力，
突然想起你对我说的未来，
发现你想好多事情，
其实我想说，
未来的事情，谁会知道。
（就像我们）哈哈
所以，要珍惜现在所拥有的，
要珍惜的过每一天 ，
其实我觉得能活一天，就是老天爷给我最好的礼物，
所以我都很珍惜现在的每一天，
只要能活着，
什么事情都能解决，
这样想是不是，没有那么压力了呢？
哈哈。

加油!!
只是想说，
我们一起加油吧！

加油

最近你好吗
少了一点微笑
说的话有点少
最近我也不好 全世界都在逆转
人开始反向思考

发现你爱的人 到处跑
昨晚刚升职 今天被炒
莫名其妙 谁会知道
是不是上天开的玩笑

地震时 你想和谁拥抱
什么是生命中的美好
轻易放掉 却不知道
幸福就在下一个转角

说一声加油 一切更美好
所有的悲伤 请往边靠
曾经流过的泪
湿了伤口 就让阳光晒干而褪

这一种加油 人人都需要
手牵手 我们一起赛跑
说好不见不散
每分每秒守候你到老

The beat goes on 时间它一直走
就像是Life goes on 这过程或许痛
不管顺流或逆流 你总得抬起头
让我们一起走 走过艰难和困惑

关关是难关 但我们关关过
雨后天晴的阳光 在天空闪闪
所出现的彩虹 忽然间我们才懂
如果这是一场马拉松 那我们一起加油

hate emo...

hate emo...
dun like that...
sorry make ppl worry...
i also dun wan act like that...
cannot control myself...
cannot control them...
cannot change them...
the voice of they fight become more high...
really scare...
they really wan separate ma?
everytime also wan say separate...
can pls dun separare...
i really duno what can i do...
want help which side?
i duno...
really hate money...
money very scarely ...
make them become like that...
i want a happy n peaceful life...
LAlala...
just let it be...
i cannot change anything...
hope everything will become normal back...
this always will appear in my mind...